curhat :)

kadang kita gak menyadari sesuatu itu sebenarnya merupakan nikmat dari Allah
kadang kita melupakan begitu saja apa yang sebenarnya berharga buat kita
kadang kita lupa apa apa saja yang kita miliki


tapi.. disaat semua kenikmatan tersebut atau sesuatu tersebut diambil, kita baru menyadari bahwa itu merupakan sesuatu yang sangat berarti. sesuatu yang harus disyukuri. sesuautu yang harus dihargai.


sebenernya gue agak jijik sendiri bacanya, sumpah. tapi suatu saat kita pasti akan merasakan itu. jadi kuncinya kita harus mensyukuri apa yang kita punya, sekecil apapun itu, jangan sampe kita menyesal pas neikmat itu udah gak ada.

A Letter from Mom and Dad

My child,
When i get old i hope you understand and have patience with me
In case i break a plate, or spill soup on the table because I'm loosing my eyesight
I hope you don't yell at me
Older people are sensitive
always having selfpity when you yell

When my hearing gets worse and i can't hear what you're saying,
I hope you don't call me 'deaf', please repeat what you said or write it down

I'm sorry my child.... I'm getting older
When my knees get weaker, i hope you have the patience to help me get up
Like how i used to help you while you were little, learning how to walk

Please bear with me
When i keep repeating my self like a broken record
I hope you just keep listening to me
Please don't make fun of me or get sick of listening to me
Do you remember when you were a little and wanted a balloon?
You repeated yourself over and over until you got what you wanted

Please also pardon my smell
I smell like an old person
Please don't force me to shower, my body is weak
Old people get sick easily when they're cold.
I hope I don't gross you out.

Do you remember when you were little?
I used to chase you around because you didn't want to shower
I hope you can be patient with me

When I'm always cranky
It's all part of getting old
You'll understand when you're older
And if you have spare time,
I hope we can talk
Even for a few minutes
I'm always all by my self all the time
And have no one to talk to

I know you're busy with work
Even if you're not interested in my stories,
Please have time for me,
Do you remember when you were little?
I used to listen to your stories about your teddy bear.

When the time comes
And I get ill and bedridden,
I hope you have the patience to take care of me
I'm sorry
If I accidentally wet the bed or make a mess
I hope you have the patience to take care of me during the last few moment of my life

I'm not going to last longer, anyway
When the time of my death comes,
I hope you hold my hand
And give me the strength to face death

And don't worry...
When I finally meet our Creator...
I will whisper in His ear
To BLESS you
Because you loved
Your Mom and Dad
Thank you so much for your care
We love you

With much love
Mom and Dad

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7 hari selama minggu ini dan minggu kemarin terasa sangat panjang yaaa

gapenting..

kimiaaaaa!!

kimiaa...
mengapa kau begitu susah untuk di taklukan
mengapa soalmu begitu sulit di kerjakan
mengapa jawabanmu begitu susah di temukan
mengapa kata-katamu di buku begitu susah di mengerti
mengapa angka-angkamu begitu susah ditebak darimana datangnya
mengapa unsur-unsurmu begitu susah di hapal
dan satu lagi..
mengapa bukumu begitu tebaaaal

stres tau gak belajar kimia!arghh

buat dini :D

hb.

haloo

halooo gilaa ya lama banget gak buka blog. gak ngepost. terakhir kapan tau, udh kadalursa.wkwkwk


gue belum bilang yaaa, masa gue udh SMA.ehehehe. terlamabat banget bilangnyaaaa, padahal sekarang udh UAS semester1 wkwkwk. masa yaaa curhat, gue merasa selama SMA gue berubah, gatau apa dan kenapa. hehehe. abaikan saja yaa post gue. gapenting parah.


eh iya, fyi aja, masa pelajaran SMA susah bangeeeet. aaah pusing kalo di pikirin. tadi aja UAS nya susah banget, apalagi yang bahasa inggris. sinonimnya susah banget, eh gak sinonimnya doang deh semuaanyaa.


terus masa gue mau ikut lomba di thinkquest, kelomponya ber6 bareng dini mega fida devi via. doain yaa semoga menang. abis hadiahnya sesuatu banget,  laptop, beasiswa, jalan2 ke San Francisco  bareng ortu, sama yang gak kalah penting sertifikat intrenasional wah waah. wkwk asiik kaan? tapi kayaknya gue bakal gabut di kelompok. eh ga deh, kan gue bisa ngetikin materinya, atau gue juga bisa beliin makan/minum pas lagi kerja kelompok, atau gue juga bisa nemenin anggota kelompok yang pengen ke  toilet. hahahaha


masa hari selasa kemarin ada berita duka. komandan gue (kita) di SMP telah berpulang. kaget? sangat. aaahh sedih banget, padahal baru aja berencana nengokin. alhamdulillah gue bisa nganter bu nanik sampai ke tempat peristirahatan terakhirnya. dan sumpah yaa, disana suasanya sangat menyedihkaan.banget. trs yaaa, anak nya bu nanik masih kecil-kecil, yang paling gede aja baru kelas 6. trs yaa anaknya yang namanya sekar itu dekeeeet banget sama bu nanik selalu nempel. gue gabisa bayangin gimana perasaan sekaaar. aah sediih banget. terakhir kali bu nanik ngomong sama gue sekitar 2 bulan yang lalu di kantor lt. 2. dia nanya kabar nyokap gue dan kabar gue. aah itu percakapan terakhir. dada ibu komandan semoga segala amal ibadah ibu bisa di terim oleh-Nya, termasuk jasa ibu pada kita.


kan jadi sedih sedih kaan. udah ah sekarang yang seneng-seneng. masa gue keterima labs mercy! aaah senangnyaa. labs mercy itu kayak orang-orang yang ngebantuin seksi kesehatannya osis. yang keterima ada 30 orang. gue pengen ikut itu soalnya gue pengen jadi osis, eh gatau deh masih galau. 


sumpah postingannya random banget, ya udah lah yaaa gapapa. abis terlau banayak yang penegn di ceritain sebenernya. tapi males ngetik. dadadadadadada